So any of you guys that have followed me since 2010/2011 may know that I used to go to Slimming World classes?

Well I’ve rejoined at a new group tonight, without my mum because my mum would just overpower me and nobody would care about me and many other reasons that it just didn’t work.

Anyway, I weighed in at 136lbs, definitely the highest weight I’ve ever been by a real lot, considering the highest weight I ever got there was 123lbs. My target weight is two stone (28lbs) lower, so 108lbs which tbh still seems a lot. 

I just thought I’d update you in case any of you were wondering how I was doing, in which case the answer is - not so well, but I’m trying now :-)

I basically just want to be thin and comfortable by a years time, which is doable. Plus the thought of having to pay £5 a week every week until I reach my goal is definitely helpful because I’d much rather spend that elsewhere but right now I know something like this needs to be done.

I won’t be following the slimming world eating plan, which seems really stupid, I’ll be going back to counting calories as of tomorrow which will be a challenge because I genuinely don’t think about the calories at all any more so here goes.

I want to start my Jillian Michaels DVDs again, I’m thinking 30 day shred because it’s my favourite and because it’s not as tough as 6 week 6 pack or whatever it’s called which is an absolute killer. I may just look at the links for workouts on my blog (which I haven’t looked at in around a year and half) and start a little easier.

So there you go, I got a couple of messages asking about how my weight loss was going and now I guess you can see it’s non-existent any more, but I’ll create one again no fear!

<3

ambrosya:

the truth of this is just mindblowing

“UGH normally im good with avoiding bad food but i keep totally caving and often now bc my excuse is ill just not eat for a week before summer.. any help?? xx”